Saturday, December 19, 2009

Anniversary Work Speach



This is one of the books I'm writing, I hope you like it, is not finished yet, I hope your positive and negative comments. Thanks for reading



1
was a common day of summer in Mexico City, cloudy during the day and evening began to fall the first drops of rain as he painted for an evening filled with hail, the street lamps began to light up even though they were only 4 in the afternoon, when suddenly a cell phone rings and you hear a female voice calling annoyed tone something about an arrival somewhere, the young man who answered the call rushed out of taking a bus to take him to a place he stayed with the lady. Alexander as and called the young man hastily dismissed his companions, came to a little old building located on Insurgentes Avenue in front of the theater Poliforum, comes suddenly in foyer of the building and press a button on the elevator, take long to see that to arrive, decided to climb the stairs to the fourth floor, put the key in the veneer department and see what turns but the door does not open, he plays and is always leaving a woman about 40 years says:
- I told you you had to be here at half past five p.m.-looking lady commented bitter-
- But Aunt "Said Alexander, the truck did not go and try to get more than I could, plus there are only 3 minutes apart.
- Sorry, "replied the lady and said" you can not sleep here tonight, looking to see where you spend the night because there are not going to do, so going through your things and go college. Alejandro
addressed at that time which was his room, took the phone and dial
- Well, you hear the sweet voice of an older woman
- Grandmother, "answered Alexander," how are you?
- Well - the lady replied that happened? Is something wrong?
- Well with the news that my aunt did not want to let me sleep today in the department because I arrived 3 minutes later, I can give permission to spend the night at your house? I ask Alejandro-
- But of course, come on over, here I hope the grandmother-
Alejandro took a change of clothes, his books, his backpack and left the apartment of his aunt without saying a word. Low to the curb of the street, crossed the Insurgentes Avenue and take a bus to the subway, coming to the metro, buy a ticket under the stairs until you reach the end of the subway, these are already waiting for the train pass a person is a fascist about undesirable and tells
- give me everything you bring, was told in plaintiff-
tone - I do not bring anything of value, 'said Alexander, the only thing I bring is this clock that I just got my girlfriend
- If it looks fine, "said re-lends the assailant. Alexander tried to defend
slapping and trying to run when the assailant grabbed his neck and hugs him in order to immobilize Alexander stand still waiting for the thief took what he wanted and went, came and took the train last car, there they started beating, the looting of their belongings including clothes he wore and threw him against the seat of the orange worm, pulled a rope and tied it to the pipes of the car, and began to beat him and rape of a so brutal, as if intending to perforate the intestine, Alejandro just cry and say no more, I could not even mourn the pain was so inexplicable that it dried the tears when leaving the eyes of anger and helplessness I had, that subject did not seem to get tired ever, she did so many things that Alexander himself thought there were going to find the next day, dead, without being able to do anything to avoid it, so I just let things happen and expect the situation to give a dramatic change in the which came out unscathed, when I finally thought the assailant was tired and was going to leave alone, the subject pulled a knife from his clothes and began to make small incisions in thorax and legs of Alexander, it really does not feel the pain inside just asked that all passed and let him free, Alexander said, take all you want but please ask you to leave me alone, I do not do more damage, you've got what you wanted now leave me alone, it seems that the assailant did react and return to outrage but this time with more force and a fury that seemed endless, again take out the knife he brought with him and Alexander hands and feet tied, he could do nothing inside just begging for mercy, Alexander could not stay awake, so much anger and pain he felt he had fainted a few times, but the assailant wanted me to be awake to see everything and remember him for the rest of his life, so while the thief fainted him back in if that did not lose a moment of what was happening. One would
the meter had already been two rounds of one bank to another and it did not seem complete. When they finally reached the station Tacubaya, that just entered a police car and was on his way home when he realized what was happening and shouted to the assailant, which is what you do and when it was realized that they were no longer alone try to get out of the car, but at that moment, the doors closed leaving unable to flee, so the police started a fight with the assailant until he finally took a hint Alejandro and the knife in his neck, waiting for the police to withdraw, and when they reached the next station, the assailant ran off, seeing this gave Metro driver safety notice and began a sort of chase between security, police, all after the assailant, until at last I managed to grab, Alejandro was in the last car of the Orange Line subway in Mexico City, waiting for someone come and untie and will get back their dignity, hope sitting there, all bloody, half an hour until one of the security was with it and untie him back his clothes and asked to get dressed, I had to go to the delegation to draw up a report to enter the robber-rapist, said it was too dangerous to have gone to the subway at this hour alone and most useful being the clock and denoting that was fresilla-implying that he had money and the thief could have been a good haul "Alexander explained to him that he just went home to her grandmother to spend the night because her aunt with whom she lived had not missed night at his home. The police asked the phone to someone in your family to tell them what had happened, but Alexander would not give any information, do not know if I was afraid to pass him or something else to worry his family, so he asked the policeman to let him reach his destination and the next day the delegation was going to file the complaint, which at that time did not feel it with humor and encouragement to going to testify. The police told him that was fine, that would lead him to go for care that does not happen all that he had had enough for one night and many more. So all nervous and worried Alexander climbed into the patrol to escort him home to his grandmother, finally left him in the door and asked to leave because he did not want to worry his grandmother to see him get in a patrol car so happened, he played the doorbell dating 200 years ago in Coyoacan and his uncle went to meet him, he said
- Son and was worried because it took you so long, your aunt has been talking about as desperate because they had arrived.
- is that the meter was slow and did not spend much so I had to wait, "said Alejandro-
- Okay, pass and talk to your aunt to let you know you got it.
- Alejandro answered him that his uncle would not talk to her because it was fair that you left without entering the house. Alejandro
apologized and said he was very tired and that tomorrow would be a busy day, if you could go to sleep, his uncle asked him if everything was fine, it felt a little nervous and he just simply answer
- If everything is going great uncle, do not worry, only if I get tired the way and today I had many things to do and tomorrow I have even more, so just I want to rest, but first I have to go take a bath.
- Of course, if a son, you do what you need, you know that this is your house, do not worry I notice your aunt that came with it. Rest.
- Thank you also rest, and let you upload to say goodnight to my grandfather. Alejandro
take a bath without mentioning a single word of what happened minutes ago and while he was in the shower, could not help the tears that came out endlessly, remembered everything that had happened and saw the marks, for which he had left the unhappy over her skin and foremost in his mind, he was not sure if I wanted to live, as had happened did not know what happened, I was afraid so just leave the shower and go to his room to rest after half an hour of being pulled into the tub, she steeled herself and even though he was not clean, left the bathroom and went to his bedroom, lying down in the bed, closed her eyes away without realizing what was happening around them.



2
Alexander, got up the next day that all this had been a bad dream, when leads to the shower and see that had the marks left by the assailant again last night did not stop the tears trickle down her cheeks were blushing to be more of courage that made her not being able to do anything to prevent what happened. Internally
began to see everything before him and realized that this world needed him most, who therefore had not gone over what happened last night, so be finished the bath, and under salio en route to college, get there, her friend Marisol, asked what had happened, that it had that sad face and he just simply reply that his aunt had run the night before his face and had to go to bed at her grandmother's house and he was tired, that was it.
passed the day without any problems and Alexander had been promised that no one else was to blame for what had happened to him so he started to smile as he always had, with the same spark of every day, while that mark it and decide to suppress.
Leaving college course to take the accusation to submit the minutes for that bastard did not hurt others.
When he reached his destination, he commented to the person who was at the counter who came to file a report against the person who had violated See by week, the say that the officer told him that as he had not gone the night before a complaint, it had vacated in the morning, Alexander was saying crazy like this could happen, than anywhere else in the world would stop an assailant off before the 48 hours required by law, they had to have evidence or hold him until they held. The officer was limited only to tell him that it was necessary to examine him and make a sketch of the assailant to see if I could grab, Alejandro with uncontrollable rage agreed to do the only option offered by the officer.
Finally after two hours of rendering the declaration and term step with the artist to make the sketch.
- is a person of about 25 years, dark, 1.85 meters tall with curly hair and shaped nose .... and Alexander began with a description of the subject.
An hour later, giving it full term and showed her the picture of the subject and said yes, then asked to see some pictures to see if they could recognize and began to see so many subjects that recognized, subject to which they had encountered on the street and which we could have done the same as the subject who attacked, so they panic and told the officer how it was possible to not catch him if he had met on the street, that justice Mexican not serve for a peanut. Alejandro
finished giving his statement and any recognition of photos 5 hours after the delegation had arrived, completely exhausted, went home to rest, go with the fear that her aunt did not re-let home and had to go through the same thing and said to himself, if I have to leave the house again at night and go to my grandmother's house, better take a taxi, is a bit more expensive, but I I avoid having to go through the same thing over again.
I come home from her aunt, which he apologized for having sent as well to the street last night and asked what had happened to him that because he had taken n both get home from her grandmother. Alexander was limited only to say that the meter did not go and had to wait because I had to taxi. He apologized and went to his room to sleep. 3

Several days passed and college students are told that teachers are demanding higher wages and better benefits, and that the school was to go on strike so that from May 28th until they resolve requests that it was requesting. So far he did not originate in Mexico City decided to go to spend time with his family in the north. So take the first carrier who saw and went with his family to spend a few days, a Saturday their friends, he was invited to a feast of a TV show called Neon Nigths sponsored by Pall Mall cigarettes, an event that took place in the best album of the resort, guests were artists, DJs and a host of surprises and gifts for all Attendees took home, while in the event Alexander and his friends dancing and having passed it in a healthy way, when suddenly I was dancing with Cinthya Alejandro, get her ex-boyfriend trying to fight with Alejandro because he was dancing with his wife, at that time, all his friends came to support Alexander, who did not know was what was happening, it was that Peter and Cinthya boyfriend who had always been an excellent relationship, had reacted that way, so security came and took antrum Peter and him out of the disk. Alexander and his friends continued to enjoy dancing and talking and remembering past moments, Alexander apparently had been overcome what had happened a week ago in Mexico City is no longer serious note, not sad, but rather was best, while his best friends were not even notice that he had been a traumatic time. At 4 am decided to get out of the disk and go home, reaching the popes and Alejandro were awake waiting for him, things rarely because they were accustomed to that he was always afternoon and they had no wait because awake, and that Alexander enters the room of her parents think they're going to nag because it came a little out of drinks and by the time he had arrived.
I ask:
- What happens because they are awake yet? I ask Alejandro-
- We are watching television, "said Alexander's mother-
Alexander turns to watch TV and realize that this off and makes a sarcastic comment - Is nice not - they immediately be account of the comments they say,
- What happens is that your aunt told us that he lives with, and told us some things about you that we have a bit confused.
- Alejandro a little bewildered also asked What did they say?
- What happens is that, begins to talk of Alexander Pope, told us he was cleaning your room, things that never would the aunt and suddenly fell in your closet a series of papers and some photos where a man will the dedicated and told you he loved you What is happening? Are you gay? Alejandro
stayed silent for a moment, but the heat of the glasses and brought up, he dared to confess the truth, began to speak:
- when I was 11 years and you were always busy, my dad with travel work my mom always on the move or at home of one of the neighboring friends to sexually abuse me, at first it was really nasty, because it did force - and began to mourn thinking it was the second time that something was wrong similar, and with time and habit, it was realizing that was what he actually liked, and went on to have a 3-year romance with his childhood rapist, "this person was 3 years older than Alexander, and from that time was accepted as a person of homosexual tendencies, What I want to say is it was not the fact of the violation but that is something I've always had, is not new.
- That's not true, "interrupted the breast-Mexico City will did something change you're not the same son who was the son who are currently receiving. Right now we have a sick child.
- Mom can not say that if you never noticed when I was 6 or 7 years I asked for a barbie and then I asked for a toaster oven magical things you never wanted me to, "he began to raise his voice a little were it not never mind? If when you put me to play football I told them I did not like, you knew that I would rather be always with my cousins \u200b\u200band my aunts in the kitchen, while my cousins \u200b\u200bwere in the street playing football. How can it be true that they did not realize the obvious? I no longer remember my primary school teachers and high school, I spoke to asked what was wrong and said they provided my classmates were teasing me that I was weird. So now I wonder how can they say I never realized my inclinations?
Alejandro's mother burst into tears saying he never realized the situation and less of rape as it is possible that that happened to you and never you mentioned?
Alejandro told him that he realized that he could overcome that and overcome it without anybody's help, he had never needed anybody's help to do what he wanted and that could only endure a rape, which helped him apart realize it really wanted to be.
- also do not think that the thing was so easy, imagine a 12 years trying to overcome a single violation, without the help of a specialist in it without the help and support of the beings who were due to report what was happening. Do not you remember those nights when I came crying to her room and you tell me quiet, which is passing through anything and everything in this world has a solution, and I from those moments took those wise words as a philosophy which I have learned to live my life, "If no solution that you care and if any of you care, better get busy." So do not come to reproach myself right now I'm sick and not what I'm doing, "Alexander and was taking everything that was on the inside and was crying when he was in adolescence when I saw my friends who had girlfriends ...
- If you and your also always had good luck with the girls and you had many girlfriends
- Of course I had them, I had to figure out if what I was feeling was the best, I even have sex with 3 women and at the end I realized that was not what I wanted for my life and I was only fooling myself, what I wanted was to have a relationship with a man.
- But that's not normal, 'said Alexander's mother.
- Accurate is not normal, of course, is something that comes and nature is so wise that he would not put homosexuals in this world and that are an aberration, I just think that we are here because even nature needs a balance that exists pro to homosexuality in animals, "I say Alexander-
They spent 3 long hours in which popes Alexander exposed his view, without knowing the subject," even went so far as to say that the gay scene was full of sex, promiscuity, drug and AIDS, which is not true, whether there but in the same half in which there is in heterosexual environment. To end Alejandro said:
- You know what? I'm tired of this discussion that we do not will lead to an understanding and you think very differently from my way of thinking. With your permission I'm going to sleep ...
- disrupting the pope says, you know that the Federal District do not you go back, or at least not with our support.
next day seems like a recording, the parents of Alexander, followed with the same: "you are sick," that is not natural, "" that will lead you to destruction "and asked Alejandro tired
- What do you want to do? So I am and I do not think I'll change because I feel happy and fulfilled with this lifestyle and do not see it at all unwell, and my friends know and I have never criticized some my way of life, in contrast have always supported me and have been with me on what I needed.
- Pope came back to say "Well, do what you do not you go back to Mexico City." Alejandro
intelligently, and had spoken with one of his friends in Mexico City and told him what was happening and that his parents would not let him return to Mexico City because for them, the city had changed and he kindly said that if wanted to return that support him to quit to stay home while getting some work and money to survive, something that Alex told her parents what they responded, "At least give us the opportunity to take you to a specialist for I check "
- Okay, "said Alexander," I just remember back to DF in two days, so if you want to go make an appointment with a psychologist now.
Alejandro's parents that day, which incidentally was Sunday, spoke to a psychologist say that could receive the same evening at 6 pm and informed him that Alexander had spoken with the psychologist and he agreed good way to go ... CONTINUE ...
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